October 21, 2026
Taken 2 years ago at the farm.
A year ago my computer got hacked and I was out one for a couple weeks.  I'm not sure how I was downloading photographs.  It feels like a million years ago that I was working at LAVA and in that period of time I was working on several projects.  I'm just now feeling like maybe, like maybe I can complete the ones that got left in the dust.   
Wednesday is my self care day and today was back to back appointments for me.  I didn't get any photos taken, but I got some eye opening small jolts.   EJ grocery shopped for me so I have some food in the house again and I actually am kind of almost happy tonight.  Kinda.  I'm going to work on a couple of the poems I started last week.  Tomorrow I'll be back with photos.  

 

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