November 17, 2025
From now on out I need more light than the world is offering me.


 

I said I'd do this the other day, November at the Rookery for the past 4 years.  Clearly one pattern is geese and ducks dominating the water.  And the lack of light or the angle of the light creates a haunted appearance.  The colors are dark hues and the dead trees look like dead trees and the grasses and cat tails arrive at their puffball status.  




An interesting day, a hard night's sleep, the desire not to get up, yet, I did.  And off to the pool to make my body move through the water and travel enough to loosen some of these joints.  

I organized help to prepare my house for the window people to come in on Friday and measure my windows.  I have to have everything away from the windows which means moving furniture and stacking photos, protecting plants, and putting an amazing amount of objects out of the way.  I think we will pack them into boxes tomorrow and stack boxes on the tables moved to the middle of the room.   Anyway people are coming tomorrow and Thursday to help out.



I made all of the appointments I needed to make to follow up on all of my health issues at the moment.  I have 5 weeks of appointments in front of me. It is true, growing old is not for the faint of heart.  
And I did manage to get to the sunset tonight.  OMG, it's so early, but it was interesting tonight and I was very happy to be watching it from up in the hills.   




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