March 26, 2017

March 26, 2025

Does anyone recognize this window?  Any of you Montague Center folks?


I Still Want

 

Clippers to hang on my pant loop

A piano to play on

          to learn again

          to accompany my dreams.

An open mouth

          even though I’m brought to tears

          by the memory of his

          so wonderful, so deadly

Kisses that continue to hurt.

 

An early morning chat

          a walk around the block with him

          the possibility that you’d bring

          me home an unwanted present        

          from the neighbor’s porch.

 

For you to ask me inappropriate things

          to be teased just enough

          to see the steam rise off my heart.

          The Northern Flicker

          to continue to serenade.

 

Bluebirds and an oriole

Gorgonzola, brie and gruyere

warm clothes in the winter

naked skin in this heat.

 

I still want

          all of your loves

          surprise pictures on messenger

          cool tastes and warm washcloths and

Your hands on my skin.

March 26, 2024

March 26, 2023

Both of these years had an eagle whose head was just beginning to turn white appear in these trees.  This year no herons, but a pair of fully grown adult eagles.   The rookery has entered a new chapter. 



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